Welcome Friends! I am Zara Jilani, the founder and coach at Rapid Improvement. My awakening journey began sometime in my childhood (My life path number is 11, it starts early for us) but due to fear of judgment, I silenced my gifts & went into denial mode. I lived in a country where girls’ freedom to be unique in any shape or form was unacceptable and mocked by their own family & friends. I remember my childhood years as mostly traumatic and terrifying. 

I had to consciously block my clairsentience so I could “fit in” and not be punished for being different. This refusal to embrace my uniqueness later resulted in me making extremely poor relationship choices, first in friendships, then career and later in marriage because when we reject ourselves and our true nature, how can we expect to live a good, happy or authentic life? And when we aren’t living authentically, how can we attract or even recognize authentic people to have meaningful relationships with? I rejected myself so the universe matched my energy and brought me relationships that rejected my essence but I didn’t understand it for a really long time and stayed in victim mode.

Though I was largely successful in denying my natural talents, the cost of denial caught up with me when I became a mother and questioned my life and my purpose all over again. I reflected on my life thus far and decided that I didn’t want the same kind of life for my daughter. No Way!!! However, I was stuck in the “victim mode” and was too fearful to make any changes. When my daughter was about 2, my twin flame awakening* began, only I was clueless to what it was for many years to follow. A simple 5-minute online conversation with someone continents away subconsciously gave me the courage to leave a very toxic and imbalanced marriage. And I never looked back. After that, I was completely lost. I was newly divorced, jobless & broke but a tiny fire was still lit in my soul that kept pushing me to rebuild my life…slowly and painfully but then again, rebirths aren’t easy or quick, are they?

I had severe self-esteem, confidence & identity issues. I believed with every cell in my being that I was ugly and good for nothing because that’s what I heard about myself for years. And after you hear the same thing repeatedly for years or decades, you eventually start believing the statements and other people’s views become your identity. I knew that so many things didn’t make sense but all of them were so normalized and even joked about that I thought something was wrong with me. I didn’t even know where to and how to start.

Lucky for me, someone told me to look into Reiki & skeptically, I did my research and took the first degree of Reiki. That was my first experience with anything other than religious prayers. My mind was still rejecting my experience, but my soul overrode my mind. I was amazed at how I was able to heal my headaches with my hands (Reiki is life force energy channeled through the hands). I didn’t look back after the class and went on to take Reiki II, then completed my 100 logged sessions to become a Reiki Master over a course of 3 years. But I knew there was more, so I kept taking additional courses and kept healing my life.

Since my pressing concerns were financial at the time & I knew that my fears and lack mindset were keeping me stuck in the victim mode because of my cultural and religious conditioning, I started healing my money blocks first so I could give my daughter a life that wasn’t dependent on how much child support she received. It took me about 8 years to go from broke to making more money than my father and brothers made. It may seem to the readers that 8 years is a long time and I agree with you. However, I did that while raising a child by myself and keeping a full-time job while taking courses without the help of another therapist. Those 8 years felts like 20 years but failure wasn’t an option for me because I had no one to fall back on (and now I thank my stars for those horrible years because they helped me break my co-dependency cycle).

Then I healed trauma from when I was molested as a child and then I healed neglect trauma from pretty much all my relationships. During this time, I found that neglect was the hardest block to pinpoint and bring to the light, because it’s not direct abuse, it’s indirect abuse. I also learnt that our subconscious minds can take on the wrong definitions of love, loyalty, stability etc. I had to reteach my mind what love felt like, what safety felt like, how an equal relationship would feel…and for that I had to let go of many relationships that were my comfort zone in the past.

And when I became the Director of Finance and started making big $$$, my twin flame somehow triggered me again, though I hadn’t seen him or heard from him in decades and my twin flame awakening started. If you’ve gone through the dark night of the soul, multiply that by 200 times and that’s the TF awakening. It literally feels like death because it is. It is the death of the old! This is when I had to regress many past lives: my own and that of others. I did ancestral shadow work and karmic cleansing. Ironically, I took so many healing courses but the two courses I didn’t take were mediumship and past life regression because I somehow knew how to do both naturally. Later, I did take courses for both but I still, to this day, regress past lives the same way I did before taking those courses because I believe my natural method is quicker and more effective than what I learned.

I now offer my expertise to help others who don’t want to invest years like I did for personal healing and growth. I gave birth to Rapid Improvement after witnessing instant shifts in my clients after just a few sessions. Healing can be easy and quick if you believe that it’s possible for you.

If my story resonated with you, I would be thrilled to hear from you to plan your session for a happier, healthier YOU! And if it didn’t resonate, please still keep looking for the right therapist for you. You deserve to live the best version of your life. I thank you for reading about me and what I offer in alternative medicine.

*If you are the Divine Feminine on a TF journey, feel free to read my tips on the TF journey for the divine feminine under “Free Tools”.

Disclaimer: I shared my past to help you decide whether I am a good fit for the healing you’re looking for, not to shame or blame anyone. I have no regrets (except for my own mistakes) of my past and I have forgiven everyone. I was just as responsible for taking the abuse as the abusers were for abusing me (except the child molestation. I wasn’t responsible for that, but God/Karma will catch up with him). I take full responsibility for my life, choices and outcome.